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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

[ Good Luck ]

assalamualaikum.

tak tenang tak tenang. takut segala macam. how can i get rid all those feeling aaa? shuh shuh away laa. I want to studyyy!!! why am I taking this as my field of study? mathematics is not me. really is but now I need to have a relationship with it. by the way, memang itu je choice yang ada. nak buat macam mana, result SPM 'cantik' sangat. padan muka! :')

tengok carry marks sana rendah, tengok carry marks tu rendah. haiyoo. please pleasee pleaseee. I am so scared. kenapa susah sangat ni. save me ya Allah. :( and of course I don't want to be stuck in any way. I don't want any bad things happen in future. dan sememangnya lah yang dahulu tak mahu diulang lagi. okay tutup. i don't like to remember all the sad thingy before but it doesn't mean I can forget it anyway. masih segar, takkan pernah lupa. and it doesn't mean I am regret for what I've done before. tak, itu semua tetap usaha, sepatutnya bersyukur Allah show me there is wrong somehow. so now, I've realize and I make use of it as example in future.

tapi sekarang memang susahnya rasa. dikelilingi orang yang pandai pandai while me, haihh mengeluh sesaja, rendahnya, malunya. :( sangat psycho okayy. rasa nak dush dush mereka semua biar tinggal saya sorang. anyway, it doesn't matter actually kan, asal pandai bawa diri sesuaikan diri. siapa kata kita tak boleh. but its hard! ;(

there's one banner di luar sana which wrote 'SELAMAT MENDUDUKI PEPERIKSAAN. KEJAYAAN TAKKAN DATANG TANPA TANGISAN DAN KESENGSARAAN.'

oh my dear, kata-kata semangatnya memang betul which is 'kesengsaraan'. toingg! (*jatuh pengsan) and one of my friends just asked me, kenapa kita kena jadi student ye? kan bagus dari baby terus je dapat kerja. ahhh, memang boleh lah baby baby nak buat kerja apa? :D but what is in my mind, bagus juga lah budak ni fikir nak kerja kalau ikutkan saya i'll change it to KAHWIN! haha. nampak sangat gatalnya. uuu! dah cukup! whatever it is study dulu jugak okayy. farah azieka will try harder. how hard it is i'll take it as a challenge. mana ada benda senang dalam dunia. mak kata buat lah betul betul, kerjanya belajar je. kita buat dia. she's the one who will be there when I'm down, dan bila saya jatuh I know she will always take the positive side of it to not let me down again and again. I'll keep my promise. tak pernah lupa. insyaAllah :)

Ya Allah, ease me for everything. jauhkan dari segala kesulitan. aminn ;)

Best of luck everyone. Fighting! ^^v




5 comments:

senorita. said...

banner kat upm tulis laen.DIE TA TULIS TNGISAN DAN KESENGSARAAN.hhahaha,btw gudlak ok.aku dok uma tak hbs2 bace kenegaraan ngn processing nih.aaaaaaaaa.
;DD

FarahAzieka Nasir said...

haha, good luck you too babe. baca baca sampai lebam! ;p

Nurul Syahida binti Mohamad Rodi said...

degree mmg susah..hoouh..mmg b'derai air mata sekali sekala.btw, all the best:)

FarahAzieka Nasir said...

yes dear, memang betul pun. sometimes, i cried all alone sebab tak dapat nak catch up. haiyoo. :')

Nurul Syahida binti Mohamad Rodi said...

sme la.naik degree ni num kira2 pun naik jd trillion bagai..mau tak pening