hello my dearest
entah, rasa macam The Way Of Mine And All ni dah berhabuk sangat je. bukan tak nak post, banyak sangat nak post, but then malas. kalau dihitung grade malas dalam diri saya, farah azieka binti nasir, wehee, sure champion! serious, erkk~ pity you dear. hoho. ;p takde mood lah nak ber-blogging yang entah kenapa tiba-tiba, hehe. blogging blogging of the wall, please please come to me all. ;)
okay, the real topic for today is... ngee. *sengih sengih dulu ;DD
as all you guys can see from my previous post, yes it is! haha. takde lah, alang alang orang tu cakap dia bosan jadi saya suruh dia bersihkan sikit blog ni, hias hias sikit dengan senyuman, meriah meriahkan sikit dengan comment comment. hee! takpe kan? ;)
here you come deary,
sorry for being so late for this. ampun! which i know, each second of the days you'll keep reminding me for this. sebelum saya terlupa baik tunaikan dulu, sebelum dia tukar jadi singa baik saya buat sekarang. haha, kidding! ;p
everyone, please look at me like what i am today. i have my dearest mom, my lovely dad, my cheer lady sister. instead of having them in my life, i have my dearest one jugak which dia lah orang yang menjadi sebab kenapa saya mahu meng-update buat sekian kalinya.
attetion please,
this post will be sangat panjang mungkin. kalau rasa nak baca silakan lah, tapi kalau dah rasa sakit mata tutup je. takpe tak kisah tak heran. hihi. ;)
saya tak pandai nak tulis madah madah bagai, apa entah lagi but i hope this would be enough to tell you that i am trying for the best. as far as we know, life wouldn't be so easy. if life would be so easy where would the adventures be? ;) yes, sometimes there is happiness, there is sadness, sometimes we're on top but sometimes we're at the bottom. whatever it is, that is life. entah kenapa i am talking crap for tonight, mungkin sebab hati yang tak sedap, fikiran melambung-lambung entah ke mana kejap baik kejap buruk, rasa nak nangis pun ada tapi tahan tahan. i'm a miss strong bebeh. hehe. arghh, setan banyak sungguh kawan-kawan. shuh shuh! tak mau fikir bukan-bukan padahnya juga nanti yang bukan-bukan saja. haihh...
dear lovely tukang kebun, sorry, sorry, sorry... i have not that much idea of what to write about for this post, tak macam awak idea gila sentiasa mendatang. hihi. ;p okayy, the very most important is i just wanna say that you've brighten up my days so much and i am grateful for knowing you through the whole of my days. you're the one yang sangat berani memanggil saya gemuk, gedik, pendek, gila, senget, sewel and whatsoever yang mana saya pun tak tahu kenapa saya tak pernah marah awak dengan senang hati mengejek saya sebegitu rupa. urgghh huh, okay now saya memang marah. but i know, i have something to replied it back, "siapa yang gemuk plus gedik sebenarnya sekarang dear?" which then saya tahu awak akan kalah dan hanya mampu kata DIAM. ahak! ;p dan saya tahu jugak awak tak pernah marah saya cakap macam tu kan? lagi awak senyum ada lahh. hah, tengah senyum lah tu kan. kan, kan? ;D
"try to sleep now, close your eyes. try to think of tomorrow, all of us.
wish you goodnight and i am switching off the light, one more hug, one more smile, kiss you once, kiss you twice.
i'll be here, for a while, try to sleep now and close your eyes..."
again, do you know that, for the first time i see you i don't even have the ideas that you would be the one important for me today. and please saya nak request nyanyi lullaby yang selalu tu boleh? haha, tiba-tiba je. which i hope it will be forever lullaby yang akan berkumandang dekat telinga si gadis comel lagi manis ini. ahak! fine, saya memang perasan. wekk! ohh dengan lagu yang sangat best awak nyanyi dekat saya selalu tu, which...
"kamar hatiku selama ini... suram dan sunyi kekosongan...
*lepas tu dah tak ingat dah. tolong nyanyi lg? serious, suara awak sedap. saya suka. ooppss! ;p
dear, i really wish for a long last relationship. saya dah penat nak menangis banyak banyak serabut serabai kusut-masai entah apa apa lah lagi sebab saya sudah sangat penat. the experienced sometimes makes me worst, menjadikan saya bukan sebenarnya saya, menjadikan saya yang saya sendiri tak kenal siapa saya. okay sudah, tak mau nangis tak berseri. hehe :)
right mr. lovely...
you have just made my days with your jokes, with you words, with your teasers. all i can say, i can't really forget you the whole way of my life kalau awak terus buat macam tu dekat saya. nenek kebayan yang banyak cakap, yang selalu ingatkan saya even orang lain kot dragon ball sebenarnya ada tujuh biji kan? motif? haha. haihhh even right now, i am missing you so much haihhhhh.............. nak mengeluh panjang panjang. tapi takpe. saya tahu apa saya nak buat. hah! ahaha. ;p
him; jom kahwin?
me; jom jom! *gatal jugak okay. haha tapi duit dah cukup? hmm...
him; dah!
me; berapa ada?
him; rm 36! cukup lah tu...
ahh please! awak memang sengal okay. HAHA. soalan yang dah banyak kali ditanya pada saya but then i have no answer. of course lah kan, for him too. huhu! gatal! however my dear, please do ask me again and again where ever you are, what ever you do, when ever it is tau! hihi. ohh2, dia saja okay yang lain jangan ajak saya macam ni. ngahaha. *masuk bakul angkat sendiri ;p
mr. lovely again,
do stay and be patient. because me, is really one complicated girl in the world i guess. full with emotions, every girls is like this also lah kan. no doubt. hehe. entah banyak lagi, mari kita discover ramai ramai! haha. your BUNGA is really fallen for you. kan saya dah cakap awak sangat jahat. saya dah blushing dah ni. ;p
honestly, i pray each days you'll be the one yang mana one day i'll know my mom will finally ask me, "adik, ayu dah sudah. kau dah ada belum?" yes, at that moment i'll make sure i'll mention your name to her. haa... pandang masa hadapan okay. hihi. err maybe my mom akan tanya lebih awal without ayat yang first tu? ohh miracle. ;p
whatever they said dear, yang itu lah yang ini lah, you have my words kan ( 1 4 3 ) and you have ME too for sure.
please pagi esok, give me a beep. because when my phone's ringing early in the morning and i saw the words 'selamat pagi cinta'. it is really shines my day. okayy, saya senyum sekarang macam orang gila okay. haha.
yes, i know the way is still long. but dear, i'll keep your words and i hope from you too.
the future awaits! long way to go, *janji teman saya okay? ;) kejar cita-cita baik punya and thennn.............. i'll rock your world honey! ;p
thanks for being there brighten my days.
p/s ; encik yang sangat GEMIK lovey dovey!
am sorry, when you call just now saya tak tahu nak cakap apa. tapi i have a lot actually. entah apa yang jadi between us the end of today yea dear? hmm... sangat tak best kan? yes, i know and i am very sure takde suara sedap awak berbunyi kat telinga saya malam ni kan... :(
takpe takpe esok masih ada kan? i pray for that. insyaAllah. apa pun, i am always here for you.
not to forget, sepanjang panjang yang saya tulis ni can you conclude anything dear? that is why i am accepting. okay? ;)
double the dose please? ;DD
.I Love You So Much.
okey dah nak tido, nak mimpi awak.
Ibty. Xoxo
Sleep Tight Sweet Dream everyone! ;DD
*esok janji kita merepek kerepek merapu kerapu entah apa apa ukir senyuman dekat muka BUNGA awak yang dah layu sikit malam ini okay? miss you dear...
